The words deep inside my heart.

My english ain't really good. But still i wish to write out the words that i cant tell anyone, and hopefully one day.. My words willl eventually get into her heart.

I Ain't sure when exactly did i know her, or when did i first talked to her. All i can say is just... I started to like her on 6th of febuary. All i know about her when i don't know her is just, she looks like one of my friend.  Now let me describe her, She have brown eyes, brownish hair, she is tall, and she is pretty. And wait! one more. She have a fair and smooth complexion. Sounds pretty much just like a normal girl aint it? Yeah. She is just a normal girl, but to me, She is one in a million.

6th of febuary? Oh . Its just 9 days before today. Oh wait. 6th of febuary is the date that i figure out that, i really did fall in love with her. Well i am born with short memory on certain things. I have special way to store memories . But seriously. I know that the first time i talked to her in virtual is on facebook , i asked her about a knitting bag, or hat would be better. Yeah. That's how. I guess. I accidentally stored that part in my brain and yeah.. It has come to use now. I think i can still remember my first imperssion when i first saw her , i said that she looks like a friend of mine, and of course... i said that she is pretty.

Well... what i wrote is a piece of shit aint it?  My english sucks. But.. i really hope that, even if my english is bad, grammer fails, but.. if i wrote this with my true heart.. You guys who is reading... can feel what i feel.

The girl that i love, is a normal girl. That lives near me. We're in the same school, but not same class ...  But hopefully.. i get to see her everyday since her class is just near mine.  She is 15 years old. ( same with me ) But few months older than me. Yeah ... I love her. How do i prove that? People may say that i am just playing or what, its just 9 days? how can you prove that you really love her?  You know what? .. I can feel it. Its different. I am serious this time. Really.. Serious.

We always say that, No Bet, No lost.  But if i don't bet abit, i won't know what exactly she feel inside. Even though betting sure is risky, a wrong bet would have just ruin my life. But yeah. I'll bet for this time.  I thought i swear i will not fell in love with anyone this year. But i guess i failed after i get the chance to talk to her.. She is just so.... Lovely.

People call that puppy love, or we say it as a crush.. I agree that adults or even people my age will think that loving other people this age sure is puppy love, or its just a first sight love, or we call it a crush. Well...  All i can say that.. It might be puppy love but i am serious, and also. I love her. Its not a first sight love. Not At All.

I've dreamed about her. Quite often. I dreamed that we went shopping, i dreamed that we went to watch movies, and also i've dreamed that you're in the park singing, and i am sitting right beside you.

Just 2 more hours. And its Valentines day. Its just a tuesday. A normal day to me. But well.. girl. Remember that. Any single day with you would be better than valentines day .

Human's feeling is always complicated . Same with me. But. There's one in my heart that have the strongest feeling. You,

Rememeber. I always do love you. Agnes J. To Random normal girl.

p.s.  This is really shit. I mean this is for fun HAHA